a note to myself

dear me,
how many times have I told you that there is no such as thing as best friends?
there is only friends with benefit.
you spend times with them only when you're in need of something.
so why the hell on earth did you still do everything for them?
giving almost all of your time and went all the way for them?
it's not like they will do the same for you,
YOU WISH!
enough of the heroic act,
the world has enough of it.
if they can only think of themselves, why do you bother to think about them?

now repeat after me..

THERE IS NO SUCH AS THING AS BEST FRIEND!

yeah I know you never listen to me,
but at least remember the bad experiences you've had with your so-called-best-friend!
darling, when will you ever learn...

please save yourself and give yourself a credit.
they're not worth it.

from now on, just mind your own business and let's not get too attached with them-the best friend look alike.
stop doing everything for them and go the whole way, only for them.
BLAH! NOT WORTH IT!

best friends will stand the test of time. just let the natural selection did it for you.
if they are truly your best friends, they'll be there for you even in your darkest hours.

so please watch it before you thought your friend is a best friend.


and as for my-so-called-best-friend...
let's just get busy with our lives. our own life.

cheers!